i'm a bit depressed right now... after all the compliments i've gotten about my new hairstyle, it seems that it can't beat my insecurity about my weight.
i know i'm not fat anymore, but people always ask me, "are you pregnant?" sometimes people can really be blunt... and hurtful...
i want to be vulnerable right now... i don't want to pretend that it's not hurting my feelings... i try to smile and just say that i'm okay, but i'm really not...
the bad things that i feel about myself always creeps up and i can't fight it... it always brings me a lot of disappointment...
i know i should be kinder to myself, but i have to acknowledge that i feel hurt because if i don't, i will only end up bottling up all my ill feelings towards myself.
i just hope that when i get older, i will be able to accept who i am and not be affected by what other people say. i'm only human, and i'm not perfect. i just hope that people will be more careful with the things they say...
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