define direction?

Yes, I don't think I have one... I was supposed to be enrolling for my masters, but then just thinking of the future expenses scare the hell out of me!

I just got a full-time job, which I am happy about.:) I hope that this is the start of some sort of direction for this 27-year-old English instructor from Marikina City.

My heart flutters at the thought of my nephews and niece. They're also one of the few reasons I'm still surviving. They give me a reason to believe that there are angels on earth.:) I do plan to have a child in the future (uncertain as it may seem), although the means of which I would be able to acquire one is still under consideration. My mind and heart can't seem to make a unified decision on it. But based on my current situation in life, I think the decision can wait.

Aside from studying and raising my own child, I also plan to be my own boss. I want to have a small business that I can call my own, with or without business partners. A food business more likely, since that is one of the things that I really enjoy.

Now that I go over what I have just typed, I come to the conclusion that I DO HAVE A DIRECTION!:D In a way, I seem to have pieced together all the frustrations that I have in life and put them in this small space where I can speak out without anybody playing devil's advocate.

I feel much better, and it seems that the future looks brighter... less scary...

I do understand that these plans are merely a grocery list of things that I haven't bought yet. I know I still have a lot of growing up to do before all of these come into fruition, but then I feel that they're easier to reach now.:)