pink siya at malamig, masarap pag tag-araw
giniling na yelo't gatas, may syrup pa sa ibabaw
matamis na parang halo-halo, abot kaya talaga
kayang kayang bilhin kahit ng mga bata.
mga matatanda ay parang bumabalik sa pagkabata
tuwing iniinom ang iskrambol bumabalik ang alaala
nung panahong ang kanilang tanging problemang iniisip
ay kung paano papasa at mabawasan ang pagkainip.
sadyang ang panahon ay puno ng mga pagbabago
ang dating iskrambol may dagdag nang inihahalo
tulad ng marshmallow, candy sprinkles, at nips
ikaw ang pipili, kung ano man ang iyong trip!
at dito na nagtatapos ang aking maikling pagpupugay
sa iskrambol na sadyang bahagi na ng ating buhay
sana lahat ng tao'y patuloy itong tatangkilikin
sapagkat ito ay isang produktong sariling atin!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
define direction?
Yes, I don't think I have one... I was supposed to be enrolling for my masters, but then just thinking of the future expenses scare the hell out of me!
I just got a full-time job, which I am happy about.:) I hope that this is the start of some sort of direction for this 27-year-old English instructor from Marikina City.
My heart flutters at the thought of my nephews and niece. They're also one of the few reasons I'm still surviving. They give me a reason to believe that there are angels on earth.:) I do plan to have a child in the future (uncertain as it may seem), although the means of which I would be able to acquire one is still under consideration. My mind and heart can't seem to make a unified decision on it. But based on my current situation in life, I think the decision can wait.
Aside from studying and raising my own child, I also plan to be my own boss. I want to have a small business that I can call my own, with or without business partners. A food business more likely, since that is one of the things that I really enjoy.
Now that I go over what I have just typed, I come to the conclusion that I DO HAVE A DIRECTION!:D In a way, I seem to have pieced together all the frustrations that I have in life and put them in this small space where I can speak out without anybody playing devil's advocate.
I feel much better, and it seems that the future looks brighter... less scary...
I do understand that these plans are merely a grocery list of things that I haven't bought yet. I know I still have a lot of growing up to do before all of these come into fruition, but then I feel that they're easier to reach now.:)
I just got a full-time job, which I am happy about.:) I hope that this is the start of some sort of direction for this 27-year-old English instructor from Marikina City.
My heart flutters at the thought of my nephews and niece. They're also one of the few reasons I'm still surviving. They give me a reason to believe that there are angels on earth.:) I do plan to have a child in the future (uncertain as it may seem), although the means of which I would be able to acquire one is still under consideration. My mind and heart can't seem to make a unified decision on it. But based on my current situation in life, I think the decision can wait.
Aside from studying and raising my own child, I also plan to be my own boss. I want to have a small business that I can call my own, with or without business partners. A food business more likely, since that is one of the things that I really enjoy.
Now that I go over what I have just typed, I come to the conclusion that I DO HAVE A DIRECTION!:D In a way, I seem to have pieced together all the frustrations that I have in life and put them in this small space where I can speak out without anybody playing devil's advocate.
I feel much better, and it seems that the future looks brighter... less scary...
I do understand that these plans are merely a grocery list of things that I haven't bought yet. I know I still have a lot of growing up to do before all of these come into fruition, but then I feel that they're easier to reach now.:)
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